final show

On Tuesday 21 we perform or final show for the college students and teacher, witch was a devised piece that was based on various stories that teenagers, my age or going threw on a daily-bases.

we perform for an audience of 50 people.

while wait for or audience to take their seat that's when the whole group started to panic, we all was seating back stage hearing the audience coming in, i remember thinking in my head this it, this is the time to prove to miss Jackie (the director) that you could take her feet back and have an outstanding performance.

and this is because during our tech run i was finding it hard to find my emotion and connecting with the character i had to play, and that was really bothering me because i really wanted to do good i mean i have a friend suffering from what my character was  about witch was depression and i just couldn't find my inner connection.

but then for the show. whilst waiting back stage i just focus on what scared me and hurt me the most about seeing her (my friend) in that condition and i found my emotion and finally connecting with my character and give it my all and my best, and i find it was good i really enjoyed myself and the play, i mean the story and message we was trying to get out was powerful i really enjoyed it.